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Yet another year of college.... [25 Aug 2006|01:44pm]
[ mood | aggravated ]
[ music | Sugarcult-Riot-Light's Out.... ]

School has begun and the crushes are now showing their eyes through the surface of the murky water. It's a new semester, but why does it feel just like the one before that, and the one before that? You become used to the people you hang out with everyday. Then the end of the semester comes and goes and when you walk back into the lunch room, everyone has either moved away or dropped out. Why are there so many bright, young students dropping out of college? Are they scared? Are they having a bad life? Do their grades suck? It's something that has bothered me since the begging of my senior year. I had a lot of friends drop out because, either their boyfriends/girlfriends broke up with them, or they were failing and could not make the grade to be able to pass....It upset me to see all of these amazingly smart students throw their lives away on the smallest, most unreliable reason. I mean, come on people! It's your life! Why do they not get that? Well, given the thought that this is Bonifay, a population of six...could explain a little. But its childish, most of all they'll regret it the rest of their lives....

Sorry. That’s just the type of mood I'm in today...

-Jessica-

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to my lovely sister [20 Jul 2006|03:29pm]
[ mood | amused ]
[ music | the killers-when you were young ]

BRANDON STILL LOVES YOU!!!!!!!


DON'T GIVE UP ON HIM.........


GOT IT?

NOW THE WHOLE WORLD WILL SEE THIS AND YOU WILL HIT ME IN THE ARM.......

-jessica-

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long time no type [11 May 2006|03:31pm]
[ mood | busy ]
[ music | gnaris barkley-crazy ]

so, i have became a myspace addict. i havent neglected livejournal and i now feel like an ass. so, i see that some changes have been made, but it all feels the same. im home on livejournal, but myspace is like cocaine for me. once i had the first hit, i needed more...sprry to all me livejournal friends...i feel like shit..
-jessica-

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there's nowt so queer as folk [08 Aug 2005|07:19pm]
[ mood | to five great fucking years ]
[ music | william orbit- pieces in a modern style ]

i am just blown away by the last episode. it was just such an amazing show, i cried, i laughed untill i couldnt breath, i just hate the thought that i will not come running to the tv every sunday and see my beautiful family once again. i call them family because i have been watching it for three years, i started on the third season, and was blown away by the first episode. i sat in disbelief that they could actually be portraying this on national television. it made me take a double look at my life and see what was totaly wrong with it. i will never ever see things the same as i did three years ago. i quickly rented the first and second and caught up with justin, emmett, ted, mel, lindsey, michael, ben, dave, brian, debbie, vic, i mean everyone that was ever on there i became so close to. when brians father passed away, i was just in tears when he went onto the street and bowled the bowling ball that belonged to his father, raised his hands as if saying, "thats it, im finally free." then prom and justin being bashed, it made me think of just how cruel our world actually was. i remember sitting in my room, crying because i was never exposed to something so horrible as that. and i know that it is just a show, but once you sit down and watch it, it makes you think of things that would have never crossed your mind on a normal day. tonight, i realize that without qaf, i would not be the person i am so thankful to be. im am truly proud of myself for changing my views of things that i once had no education on. i was always taught that being gay, lesbian, bi-sexual, hell whatever, you would automatically go to hell and burn for all etirnity. when ted said to em" if god made you this way, he must love you. he made everyone in his image, gay straight, whatever, and if you cant see that, then i dont know." its true. this show, like i said before, has opened my eyes to things i would probably see as being wrong or sick. when i was younger i was always different, i never knew why, but i was always picked on for it. it hurt when people called me gay, lesbian, dike. i wanted to hide in my room and cry for days and days. when the show came on, i felt free for the first time. like i could tell someone to fuck off and they would just back away. im straight, and i now feel that when someone starts to pick on someone else, its because there is something fucked up in their lives that they cant fix, so they take it out on the quiet one, the strange one, the short one, the fat one, whatever and they feel better about themselves. i NEVER saw that before this show. i always thought that there was something wrong with me. i now see that i was always a beautiful person inside and out, and that everyone around me are beautiful either they are gay or straight, black, white, foreign or from the states, it doesnt matter. what matters is what was on the inside. i saw that through qaf and i hope that anyone that ever watched it saw things in a completely different way. heres to five great fucking years. may they be the best that have ever came our way. its not good bye, but just a new beginning to the rest of us. i love everyone that has or have ever laid eyes of the show.

love always, jessica

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for allie.... [05 Aug 2005|09:26pm]

heres the picture of brian and randy.....

-jessica-

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making an entry [02 Aug 2005|09:07pm]
[ mood | chipper ]
[ music | jeepster-t-rex ]

fart



jessica

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myspace [21 Jul 2005|02:51am]
[ mood | creative ]
[ music | blink 182- this is growing up ]

yeah so i am going to be on myspace.com more than this site now. its cool. i have three friends, one including a great guy from atlanta that i have come to know over the past five years, and luke byrd is one there. i found him by mistake.
check me out at

http://www.myspace.com/21696554

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queer as folk [18 Jul 2005|04:01am]
[ mood | at the world ]
[ music | cyndi lauper- ill stand by you ]

my favorite charater off of qaf qas just rushed to the hospitol. there was an explosion in Babylon and Michael was the closest to the bomb. they did it becuase it was an all gay event and they are hosting it in effort to stop prop. 14, which bans all gay rights to everything. how in hell can someone do that? we are all human and yet people sit there and try to tell you that you are not the same and that you are going to hell because of your sexual prefrence or the color of your skin. fuck you if you are like that. you are truly the scum under my shoe for ever thinking that. you do not even deserve the right to be called a person with a heart. i now see that people in the worl are truly stuck up on themselves to understand that this world is a fucked up place with people who dont deserve to live. god, i feel like such and ass hole for stiitng in my cold house with my computer and there are people out there struggling to survive.

-jessica-

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crazy house [18 Jul 2005|01:57am]
[ mood | worried ]
[ music | depression sinks into the house of eyes and men ]

my mother just threw a table accross the hall, a lamp and a bouncy ball. shes pissed off because dad isnt here to help us out. what can i do? i cant help anymore because she gets pissed off at me... i need someone to tlak to. allie has became a bitch to me, shes yells at me all the time. megan i havent head from in years.....and going to church didnt help at all today. it just made mom that much more depressed. i need a freind that can tell me the right things to make me believe that there is something that i can hold onto.
-jessica-

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bored as usual [17 Jul 2005|10:26pm]
[ mood | crazy ]
[ music | qaf- cue the pulse ]

so i hear that jimmy blew up his car?





YOU DUMMY!!!!!

-jessica-

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[13 Jul 2005|11:01pm]
ever need a friend

go to

http://www.sugarcult.com/sugarcultboard/
they helped me out with my father and other problems.....
-jessica-
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[11 Jul 2005|11:10pm]
[ mood | creative ]
[ music | aqualung-brighter than sunshine ]

a better day for everyone is when someone tells them they love them....

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Photobucket [11 Jul 2005|09:53pm]
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i've got a hunger twisting my stomache into knots [11 Jul 2005|09:50pm]
[ mood | weird ]
[ music | death cab- this is the new year ]

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[11 Jul 2005|03:02am]
[ mood | annoyed ]
[ music | ill sleep when im dead ]

banners for sites.....

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storm watch [10 Jul 2005|02:10am]
[ mood | blah ]
[ music | somewhere else- razorlight ]

the storm is here, the storm is here, and me and the fam are sitting around eating pizza and watching movies. sarah is flip flip flipping the channels and mom is complaining of back pains, and i am thinking about my life in another country.....IRELAND......i miss it oh so much. good bye america and hello new world.






-jessica-

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i fixed it!!! [09 Jul 2005|12:55am]
[ mood | creative ]
[ music | london calling-the clash ]

its probably like many others but hey, it has justian and brian kissing and i feel like i can fly!!!!!!!
London calling......man i feel bad. i woke up at 6 yesterday and turned on the tube and there was headlines saying that london was being under attacked. 4 bombs in all, three in the tubes and one on the double decker. i emailed aonghus and i havent heard anything from him.... i hope he is okay. it happened on his street, and now he will not email me back. ahhh, i hate overseas time.......i miss ireland and i miss brian and aonghus and everyone i met over there....
-jessica-

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feeling poetic [29 Jun 2005|06:23am]
[ mood | indescribable ]
[ music | damien rice- delicate ]

Dream-Land

 

By a route obscure and lonely

Haunted by ill angels only.

Where ann Eidolon, named NIGHT,

On a black throne reigns upright,

I have reached these lands but newly

From and ultimate dim Thule-

From a wild weird clime that lieth, sublime,

Out of SPACE- out of TIME.

 

Bottomless vales and boundless floods,

And chasms, and caves and Titan woods,

With forms that no man can discover

For the tears that drip all over;

Mountains toppling evermore

Into seas without restlessly aspire,

Surging, unto skies of fire;

lakes that endlessly outspread

Their lone waters- lone and dead-

Their still waters- still and chilly-

With the snows of the lolling lily.

 

By the lakes that thus outspread

Their lone waters, lone and dead, -

Their sad waters, sad and chilly

With sad snows of the lollinh lily, -

By the mountains - near the river

Murmuring lowly, murmuring ever, -

By the grey woods, - by the swamp

Where the toad and the newt encamp. -

By the dismal tarns and pools

Where dwell the Ghouls, -

By each spot the most unholy -

In each nook most melancholy, -

There the traveller meets, aghast,

Sheeted Memories of the Past -

Shrouded forms that start and sigh

As they pass the wanderer by -

White-robed forms of friends long given,

In agony, to the Earth - and Heaven.

 

For the heart whose woes are legion

'Tis a peaceful, soothing region -

For the spirit that walks in shadow

'Tis - oh 'tis an Eldorado!

But the traveller, trevelling through it,

May not - dare not openly view it;

Never its mysteries are exposed

To the weak human eye unclosed;

So wills its King, who hate forbid

The uplifting of the fridg`ed lid;

And thus the sad Soul that here passes

Beholds it but through darkened glasses.

 

By a route obscure and lonely,

Haunted by ill angels only,

Where an Eidolon, named NIGHT,

On a black throne reigns upright,

I have wandered home but newly

From this ultimate dim Thule.

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steph or stacie [28 Jun 2005|03:19am]
i need your help fixing my journal. ive been doing it for about 2 hours and my pictures and friensds and websites are not loading. plus i want to change my background and it will not show the picture...



HELP!!!!!!

-jessica-
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something off of my chest [25 Jun 2005|01:03am]
[ mood | at myself ]
[ music | kings of leon- the bucket ]

oh my god, is there anyone that can help me with this little bug on my sholder. it buzzes and hisses and pops and groans and will never leave me alone. BRANDI.....WHERE ARE YOU??????




MOVIE GALLERY?
-jessica-

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